Reality? Whats THAT?

Yesterday I went to a party. There were people of my age and also some around 30.
So I started to talk with two bussiness man who were doing ridiculously WELL on their bussiness.. We talked about drugs, smoking, alcohol and how society was affected by those and how do people confront them. The conversation went to how society itself works and they just made me realize how IMPOSIBLE is to be yourself and say what you truly want to, how I will be forced to apply HYPOCRECY in the 70% of the conversations I’ll ever have, for my own good or for the sake of someone else! I am being raised on a generation where fake personalities and whatever is linked to it are brutally criticized, and then on a random night I learn that I’ll have to act as any other adult which I have LOOKED DOWN at b/c of their FAKENESS.

My conclusion is that this will have to change in the next 6 years or I will be reeeeealy disappointed with myself for the longest period of time. But who do I wanna fool, this won’t change until chaos reaches humanity and we all loose our original mentality within the morality implanted by consumism. Yeah.. Such a wonderful world I happened to be born at.

Hey I just met you but I’m emotionally damaged and I push people away and I hate myself and everyone I love leaves me and I’ll end up being clingy and annoying and you’ll hate me so call me maybe

(Source: mis0neism)